Hypnotise

Music is around us... when wind is blowing, try to hear the rhythm of it... When it's rainy, try to hear the melody of cries... When you are on the beach, try not to laugh and have fun, but shut the fuck up and hear the music of waves !!!
Who you are if you don't like music ? Are you alive ???
How can you live without music ? Don't lie to me, that you do not hear it inside you? Blood circulating inside you sings...  When you breath in... Out... It's music... When you walk, your feet is making music. Hear it ! Feel it around and inside !!!
Who are you if you don't like music ? Are you human ? Are you alive ?
Music makes us feeling love. It gives us energy to live. Does it take anything back ? Noup! That's why this kind of love is the best.
Music is my love, music is my life, music is my lover, it's my day and night... Thanks to God of music. You did great job to do it.

hello

This sunrise is for you, this mountains are for you, this sea is for you... I am for you!

Can't Fight This Feeling (оригинал Junior Caldera feat. Sophie Ellis Bextor)

Standing in a crowded room
But all I see is you
Like a spotlight follows where you are
Do you know I never want to leave your side
Desire swallows up my pride
I can't say no, I want you,
So I've got to see this through
'Cos I just can't fight this feeling
We should be lovers. We should be lovers
No I just can't fight this feeling
We should be lovers. We should be lovers
Now I just can't fight this feeling
My head is spinning. I think it's winning
Now I just can't fight this feeling
And it's beating me down
Falling on you took a moment
Your kiss charged my heart
Just a touch could never be enough
Do you I know I'm overboard and can't be saved?
I pray the night time makes me brave
I have to show I want you
So I've got to get to you
'Cos I just can't fight this feeling
We should be lovers. We should be lovers
No I just can't fight this feeling
We should be lovers. We should be lovers
Now I just can't fight this feeling
My head is spinning. I think it's winning
Now I just can't fight this feeling
And it's beating me down
Why don't you, why don't you,
Why don't you come to me?
Why don't you, why don't you
Why don't you come to me?

Isida

Ибо я — первая и я же — последняя
Я — почитаемая и презираемая
Я — блудница и святая
Я — жена и дева
Я — мать и дочь
Я — руки матери моей
Я — бесплодна, но бесчисленны дети мои
Я счастлива в браке и не замужем
Я — та, кто производит на свет, и та, кто вовек не даст потомства
Я облегчаю родовые муки
Я — супруг и супруга
И это я родила моего мужа
Я — мать моего отца
Я — сестра моего мужа
Поклоняйтесь мне вечно,
Ибо я — злонравна и великодушна
(Гимн Изиде, 3—4 век до н. э.)

Expensive

It's expensive to call me, so you prefer not to speak with me. It's expensive to live near, so you prefer to be away. It's expensive to make me happy, so you prefer to say ''don't be sad''. It's expensive to love, so we prefer to hate. WTF ??? When anybody is important to you, you do not think about costs, am i right? Ya, i am. Before you learn to respect others, you will not be happy to 100% !!!

Egoist

I have nothing to say, just I am very upset AGAIN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You are

You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
You'd be like Heaven to touch.
I wanna hold you so much.
At long last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.

Pardon the way that I stare.
There's nothing else to compare.
The sight of you leaves me weak.
There are no words left to speak,
But if you feel like I feel,
Please let me know that it's real.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.

I love you, baby,
And if it's quite alright,
I need you, baby,
To warm a lonely night.
I love you, baby.
Trust in me when I say:
Oh, pretty baby,
Don't bring me down, I pray.
Oh, pretty baby, now that I found you, stay
And let me love you, baby.
Let me love you.

You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
You'd be like Heaven to touch.
I wanna hold you so much.
At long last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.

I love you, baby,

And if it's quite alright,

I need you, baby,

To warm a lonely night.

I love you, baby.
Trust in me when I say:
Oh, pretty baby,
Don't bring me down, I pray.
Oh, pretty baby, now that I found you, stay..

Is it better?

It's not fear! When you promise something, you must do it ! If you said that you wouldn't ever leave me, so why ? It's not fear! When you want something, you just take it ! If it's not yours, don't touch! 'Cause I would cry... I hate to wait for you to act! I hate to be so naive...What you've done??? I wait, but realized this fact, I penetrate inside, cause still love you one.

Take all my love. Take it and throw it away! I do not want to feel it anymore, cause I'm getting crazy. Each second, more and more! It's unbelievable, cause I am not myself, I'M PART OF YOU!



It's better not to feel anything, just to live, doing the work or so...
Feelings change you. I want to stay myself.

shit shit shit

Some days ago I thought that it's very nice time to stay here... But today I realized that it is not so nice as seemed... My neighbours just told me to face that they hate me. - How can I live there after it ???
We live in one room, 6 people... And everybody hates me, cause they envy me!!! The boss moved me up, and now I have a better job than they all have, so they are angry on me, but I DON'T CARE!
I just want to live normally...
I can't find another place to live, cause there are no any free room... in every live about 6 people...

It's very hard not only of this... but also, I have no one to talk to! No one can help me, listen to me, be on my side... I always need to fight!

I miss my family, friends...
I so NEED to see them all one day, so I will stay, fight, and, hopefully, win.