less than three

Strange ghost... i feel him, but at the same time i do not believe in him...

He can come near to look to my eyes, to say that he exists, but seems like he does not want.

He is not real, i know, and i already am OK with it... but, still am waiting for him to talk again...

I am daffy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111

poor me...

one step

Today "Persen", sleep, sunbathing.
Tomorrow i will go around island again. Nice places are waiting for me :)))

Yanni is so nice, will show me some new cities...
Soon will upload photos ;)

No.

I don't care about people that indifferent to me. I always think about my family and friends - miss you so much!!!
I do not feel that I must do something for somebody, just for ''my people''

Sad, but you are not one of those...

Birthday

Every year I had a lot of expectations about this day. This year I have no any. I am in Greece. Alone. I am 20 years now.
To have fun ? - Everybody wish me to have fun in this day, but I am sick, lonely, tired...

Angel... where are you ??? Save me...

Robot

Working... Walking... Sleeping... Chatting... Swimming... Eating...

Without emotions, without feelings, am I alive?

I think I am... Robot who's alive.

But robots can live longer... Maybe it's nice...
Emotionally you can live fast, colourful, but short... as short as match in the first second of fire...

Without emotions you can live forever like stone. Like pyramids. Somebody smart told - "everything is afraid of time, only time is afraid of pyramids." I wanna be a pyramid, wanna time to be afraid of me...
Wanna be cold like ice burning your fingers if you'll try to touch me.

I am getting colder.

Epiphany

After three months I realized that it's not like i thought.
You are fake, but I am real !
I live 24 hours everyday, I am alive and I need attention, I need heat... I need to feel life...
I am alone... I am lonely... I have you, but I do not see you near.

You are my imagination, you are fake.

PROVE ME YOU'RE NOT !!!