LOCA

Where are you?
I miss you.


I want you to hold me...
I want you to be here...
I am so cold now.
I want to feel you near...

babe, you are the one i can't live without...


but, the problem is that i do not know whom it is dedicated to.
Ever spring inside. I am totally cat.

Same shit, different day.

 10 and half days till home.
Every day i feel myself very down. Nothing is changed.

I need somebody to care of me. But it's so hard to find this person. I believe this person man... :D

I have a lot of guys around who is trying to show their feelings to me, but I do not want them to be near!
Why ???
Because I want them to achieve me !!!

They are dumb - telling some nice words, trying to pull me somehow, but when they see, that I am not so easy, they give up...
If somebody really wants to be near, he will do everything to get me!

Maybe no one really is interested in me...

my people

My friends have changes in their life, the same as I....
I felt myself broken, cause of broken hopes, and... THEY HAD THE SAME SHIT at the same time!!!
Anastasia, my dear, my soul mate broke with her bf, my lovely Julia, sometimes, has problems with her... I am totally single.

Something is really wrong in this life.
But, as one smart one said: "Learn from yesterday, live for today and hope for tomorrow"

Tomorrow would be better day. At least it would be new!

what is better ?

Who knows better what is the right choice and what is not ???

I decided one way, but people that is so important for me think otherwise! BUT IT'S MY LIFE, isn't it ???

Yes, I am not sure in the future and what to do exactly. I know only some aims to achieve, but I am not sure about the way how to do it... IT'S OK, i am 20 years old! I have time to make mistakes, OR, who knows, maybe it would not be mistakes, but really right choice and better life in the future...

I do not know how to behave with them - to argue and do my way, or to put down my head and listen to them.

I feel with all my heart that i need to go there to try at least... I FEEL IT !