that's really shit!!!

The more i live the more i want to die. Nothing we can change!!!


I can't explain my condition and feelings, but understand me - i am not crazy, depressed or emo... Just tired to see that nothing is good, nothing is worth to live.

God, show me the way... show me the thing that will revive me.

danke schon

I can't stop wondering how life can be changed in a moment!!!

This Xmas, maybe, i will go to stockholm, but not alone. I want to find nice company first.
About next steps - someone from above decided to send me abroad for studies. I already applied to FH-STRALSUND in Germany, Stralsund city. SO happy i could die :D Can't really wait to start :))


Everything depends on me, so i just need to be patient and do my work hard.


Nothing is planned in this case... just a miracle that it is...

To do or not to do ???

I want to make Xmas trip, but it costs so much... Now i got some stuff to pay for, so i do not know if i can fulfil my dream !?!?!!?


My phone is broken, i need new one...
I want to buy one present for my mommy...
I need to buy some really important things for myself...
I pay for medicine to improve my health now..
I want to go to gym at least for some months...
REALLY want to have some extra money in my pocket...

But, after this all, i have no money at all + maybe little debt...
WTF can i do ???

Xmas trip

Yeah !!!
I am soooo crazy, so decided to spend my xmas+ny in Sweden and Denmark !!! I am going to visit at least Stockholm, Malmo, Copenhagen...
I am searching for cheapest tickets for two persons cause i am going to take my sister with me!

Big plans. Hope to get it all...