So nervous...

After some days my new life will begin... Germany, Stralsund city...

There everything is different than I have now... People with totally different mentality, tastes, LANGUAGE!!!

I will learn German in a very intensive way... It is my target and I know I will achieve it

But one more question... will everything be alright there? Will I be happy there? Will I go through all obstacles holding head high?

God, save us.

pills

Nobody feels your pain,
So stop to cry.
Will you try to gain
Somebody's life?
Somebody's who lived,
And knew what is love.
The love that always lift
You up so high like dove.
Will you stop this noise,
That's making me crazy?
Crazy people always goes
Somewhere to stay lazy...
Laziness is never good.
Need a punch to stay O.K.
Learnt from childhood
How to live your life the way
Angels, Spirits live and ghosts,
With no regrets and feelings...
Try to choose what you need most
To be yourself or same as siblings.
Always try to live YOUR life!
Try to be as hard as stone,
And be ready to get knife
To the spin or to your heart.
Your friend lies to you
As much as you let him.
I hope I lived enough and grew
Enough to start exploit him too.

pff...

Can you imagine, my friends all are singles again....

AGAIN !!!
They find somebody, "love" him/her, creating dream world around, and then again singles.... and then again somebody new..


I still watching from the side. Life is so strange. I can't understand what is going on around. WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON ???

 Some time ago I wanted to be "normal", having boyfriend, then husband, children and so on...
I've changed so much... I'm not myself.
What the hell is going on with me, with world ???

Atomship

"It seems the sun is still sleeping and I’m feeling so lonely.
There’s a guy in my bedroom but don’t you worry he’s not breathing."




I feel that it is so..