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"You are my desert... I can't quench my thirst!"

friends and me

Spring. Looking at the park you can find a lot of couples kissing near trees. They all have smiles and their faces and a bit closed eyes... Every person has each own path in the future, but at the moment they all feel the most wonderful thing in the life. LOVE.

All my beautiful friends have boyfriends now. I am so glad that they all are so happy! It is a time when people fall in love. A time when their soul is opened to the world!

But nothing least for ever of course. As one of my favourite songs tells "There is a time to born and a time to die... A time for love and a time to cry..." - I wish my friends would not cry... and wouldn't die also :))

So, my best friends, Julia is with Valentine now, and Anastasia is with Alex. Nice couples. Strange, but I feel something warm from them. I already love them all! :))) I know that they all are happy and that's why I am happy too. But sometimes of course I feel jealous 'cause my girls can't be with me as much as they were in the past.

By the way, I am not single too. I am in love...
With a nature, God, music, sports... and you.

Romance

//I am sitting in my room, waiting for a ring. I know that you will call, and said "cutie, i miss you''. I will smile and kiss you through the phone. I love the way you speak... I can listen your voice all life long and never become bored.
After some hours you will come back to home, kiss and hug me so tightly... I will tell you that your dinner is already waiting for you. We will go to dinning room, when the candles is burning like my heart, and everything looks perfect, cause the music is so slow.
You will ask me for one dance before. I will be a little bit shy, cause i forget to dress myself in something sexy. You said it does not matter, cause I look like a princess.
You said it with so tender voice, so I started to feel myself like being on heaven!

Dinner is over, I clean everything up when you are relaxing. In the process I am thinking about you... I came to you, set down on your lap, and said that I am so happy with you.
You touched my face and kissed me so sweet.

I can't wait till you come again.
I love you now, and I will love you till I die.
You are my life, you are my soul.//

But the thing is that it was just a dream, but I am sure, that YOU are near, and soon it would not be just a dream. I do not know who YOU are, but I already wait for you. As usual, near window, holding my phone... Day, and night. Day, night...

unbelievable feeling

I can not explain it, but i feel something like the biggest happiness! Unbelievable feeling that exceeds my past feelings!!! I feel myself like i never felt before! I am so happy, seems without reason...

//When i heard his voice and the sounds of musical instruments, i could fly... When i saw them on the stage, i could cry of understanding the greatness of this moment. I could not believe my eyes! I hugged them, kissed and could not believe looking at their reaction... They were happy to see me too. They were happy to dance with me. I was happy to be in this magical dream. And it was not a dream at all.//

So much time's gone, but i still feel the breeze of this night. It was fantastic! It was Great ! Everything was perfect!

Thanks God i was there... Thanks for these people that i met there. Thanks God.
I love you, God, as much as You do! I respect my past, my present, my future, cause i know that you always were near to help me. You did everything for me and you still do. God, thanks for giving me heart to feel! Thanks for giving me brain to understand!

Thanks that you listen me! I know that all i write here you see. So, you can imagine how much love is inside me at this moment! Now i know that love exists and you too! Without you, i could not be myself! Now i now who i am!

One moment can change all life.
Be careful not to waste this fucking little moment!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I LOVE YOU, GOD, I LOVE YOU, MUSIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Something's happen...

They've met in old town... She was looking into his eyes and he was doing the same. Something has happen between them, like an electric discharge. Yeah, it was so queer, cause she was with an other man!
They decided to go somewhere to eat together. They eat some junk food and.... Shame on her... All the time she was looking on him. His eyes were full of tenderness, and as she thought he felt the same!
After a long time she was living with a hope to meet him again, his life was as normal as usual... He works in a travel agency, so he visited many countries... But she dreamed about him.

Now she found him in the web... They chat sometimes, and reading his letters she understands that she is so mad about him....
They live in different countries and between them is so many km...Of course he can come sometimes to her (cause he works in Europe too), but it would not be enough for something more than friendship.... She is so afraid to fall in love with a man whom she does not know at all... She is as crazy as me, so I think she can buy a ticket and fly to him.

But I can not.. I am too coward :((((