freedom

Where is my freedom???

I live with some thoughts that can not leave me alone.
The secret voice, so deep inside me, is singing a song of sorrow, and only sometimes, when it's silent around, I can hear this melody and sad lyrics...

Why do not I allow this voice to sing louder ?

I know that this voice knows the truth, but I am afraid that someone would hear it... would hear and change me.
My life is someone's template! I live a life that is not mine at all ! I do the things that, probably, would be better for my future...

But who knows what is better ???

I always act like my family or society wants, but I never do anything that could make me feel free! I am in a prison of public mind... I am not free...

!!!Paradox!!!

...I am afraid of getting freedom...