Already more then half a year I live in Germany, but still my German skills are low. I know that I need it, but I have a lot of excuses why I have no time and wish for it right now... Sure, I will learn it - slowly, but I will ! Who knows how much time will be spent on it...
New semester is on (to be precise, two semesters and a half)! I am going to study in two semesters at once, plus some subjects from other semesters, plus German language course! I think that I can do it all, and with good results (I promised myself), but there is one more point I faced for the first time in my life - I started to live with a man...
He is great! Last year, autumn, we started as just friends. Then, studying in the same uni and living in the same city we became a couple. Of course it is just in "two" words, but still... I am sure that we have sincere feelings, we love each other! I don't know who feels more, but I can do everything for him...
Once you met the real love, the greatest person, the best match - you have to "hold" him/her near, not to lose! Because this happens just once a life!!! I seriously mean real LOVE! Yes, only with him I understood what is REAL love, responsibility of feelings, tolerance...
Sure, nobody is perfect... But when two people decided to be together, they go on a lot of concessions - not to hurt each other's feelings,personality, etc. It is important to be careful with another person... Cause in the beginning of any relationship you don't know how this person can react on this or that. It is highly important to "listen" to each other - to notice any change in a mood, to learn aspirations, wishes, and tastes of each other.
Some people just live together, pretending that they know each other and everything is fine... but in the result of this "knowing" they get constant argues, scandals, incomprehensions...break.
Why I am talking about this topic for so long now? I just want to splash out all my emotions and fears about my future!!!!!!!!! Studying a lot (as I expect) + German + "housewife" obligations + huge work to understand who this guy really is... Am I able to deal with this all ??? Can I stay myself after time, or I will totally dissolve in him???
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